#her childhood was fucked

[papa-m0thman]

this is just a vent so please ignore

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i don't know why my family makes such a big deal about me being steadfast in my decision to side with my grandmother over my grandfather.

"she's not perfect"

"she did x y and z"

"she's this and that"

alright. okay. but y'all done shut up about how rude and obnoxious can be, both intentionally and unintentionally. but now that grandpa's old age has given him half a heart and the dementia has turned his brain to much, we can't call him out for having sex with a literal preteen while he was in his 30s. and no, it can't be a "things were different back then" sort of thing because 1) age of consent there was 16 in the 70s and 80s and 2) my grandmother contemplated calling the cops on him because she knew he could be hung for shit like that (actually, the hanging thing specifically might've been from him attempting to murder her, but i can't remember the exact details right now). and he doesn't even stop there, because he then goes on to make her play stepmama to his youngest son while she probably hadn't even finished primary school yet, the sick fuck.

matter of fact, my grandmother is the oldest woman he has ever been with, having a whole five months on him. i know the last boy's mom was young (possibly underage), so it was probably the same with his other baby mamas. just a repeated offender and groomer.

like my mother and aunt will bitch and moan about my grandmother insulting my grandfather and rejoicing in the suffering his alzheimer's has brought him, when all three of them have confirmed that that man used to beat my grandmother and my aunt like dogs. and like stated before, tried to shoot my grandmother in the head, only missing her because her foot caught on a rock and she fell. all of this was happening because she grabbed my mom and started running so he wouldn't beat her and my mom again.

that man is a wicked bastard and i pray this is only the beginning of his suffering. they'll bring up his dead mama and his illiteracy like that turns people into pedophiles and physical abusers.

obviously, grandma isn't perfect. sure, she cheated on my grandfather, though with the ages of his children, he was probably doing it too. she had five kids when she could barely care for two, being the sole provider for three of them and the primary provider for one. she thinks she speaks with the voice of god himself, able to flaws in everyone except herself, but i really don't give a fuck.

not to mention the treatment these people have been giving her. sis literally qualifies for a free health aide, but they refuse to even try like she'd be the first old person not excited to be taken care of by a stranger. not even these people, specifically my aunt who took the responsibility of my grandmother on after my mom and i got evicted. puts absolute brain rot on the television for her to watch, leaves her to eat as much candies as she wants when she literally has diabetes, stays raising her voice at her for the most inane shit, doesn't seem to be educating herself about alzheimer's in the slightest, etc. all this walking on eggs bullshit just so everyone can be all sad and surprised when grandma drops dead like y'all been making even an effort to improve her health. idc that she's 80 when she's, like, the fourth or fifth eldest of her mother's remaining seven kids to still be alive. 80 or not, she doesn't need to be suffering. get her a fucking walker. it's covered by her insurance. literally, everything she could need is covered by insurance. feening for that $200 a month at the top of every month, but where's all that money going? what are you doing? matter of fact, use some of that money to help me get some transportation, and i'd be visiting grandma every day.

that isn't even it because what do you mean my mother sent over grandma's new new bed (frame, mattress, literally everything, etc., and you took it for yourself and let her sleep on that 30+ year old mattress that your son literally died on. ready to go into credit card debt for a shopping spree but didn't jump to replace the mattress after she suffered a bout of incontinence.

i just. i don't even know.

[artkaninchenbau]

Crocodile finds a strange stray cat an 11-year old Nico Robin (AU where they met 13 years earlier. Robin's been on the run from the World Government for 3 years. Crocodile's 27 and has not set up base in Alabasta yet)

It seems like I have become possessed. By some sort of demon.

Bonus:

[dapper-lil-arts]

Can we talk about the kind of woman Applejack attracts.

[crsssie]

God, I want Childhood Friend!Tim Drake

childhood friend!Tim whom your family trusts with your life for some twisted reason despite your protests about how he's more reckless than you

childhood friend!Tim who your friends all pester you about — well aware of the silly crush you've had on him since childhood

childhood friend!Tim who scared your family shitless when he revealed he dropped out of high school to search for his adoptive father

childhood friend!Tim who despite his status as drop out, your family still asks to have him over for dinner

childhood friend! Tim who has been at every single major event in your life whether in or out of his Robin mantle, flowers always in his arms as he greets you

childhood friend! Tim who has a file of photos of just you

childhood friend! Tim who happens to be... adding to that file at the moment

"Stop covering your face." He mumbles, fingers reaching to clasp around your wrist as you crane your neck to hide from his camera. "Please? Come on. You always look so pretty like this."

You only squirm in response.

"Come on." He whispers, pulling your wrist from your face as he's breathless from the way you look. "There you go. You're so pretty like this, birdie."

You try focusing on the way his camera clicks, but your eyes roll further back as he gives you a particularly harsh thrust — making you see stars. You trust that he wouldn't share the photos even if he was at death's door. You trust him with your life, but it doesn't mean you aren't embarrassed that he wants a photo of you like this so bad.

"Ah, Tim." You try, voice coming out in a whimper.

"Yes, birdie?"

"Close."

"That's right, birdie." A hand moves down to hold you down by the hip, speeding up. "Let me see that gorgeous look on your face when you cum."

You make him swear on his hard drive to never let the photo that he gets of you fucked out see the light of day. (not that he would've either way. only he gets to see you so vulnerable.)

[thegradus2]

“Surely not…. It’s been 15 years… and anyone would have stopped before getting disowned, noone would lack *that* amount of care for themself”

And then basen doesn’t stop thinking about it for a week

[puppppppppy]

Callbacks to older episodes

[flugame-mp3]

"you should've raised a baby girl" this, "i should've been a better son" that. what about the devastating implications of "she said 'you ain't no son of mine, for what you've done they're gonna find a place for you, and just you mind your manners when you go'"

[apleasurableillusion]

There’s some male booktuber that read The Princess Diaries this year and he was so scandalized that freshman Mia dates senior boys and like…obviously not ideal, but like definitely a thing that happens. Like he was so upset about it he called them abuse and said no one should read them and idk I just don’t think you as a British man should moralize over books for teen girls

[ef-1]

to the holes in my butterfly wings

[deus-and-the-machina]

toshiro/shuro is honestly an ok guy from an objective point of view, but man does he have SO MANY things working against him from an audience POV its honestly comedic.

he has little spine and even littler communication skills making him every neurodivergents nightmare, he's straight for falin and tries to propose which every other party member but Laios (who doesnt notice) absolutely hates, he's in a pretty large cast where most of the others are just way more memorable and active in the story then he is, and also his family seems to just. own people??? izutsumi and tade are both described as having been "purchased" to train as retainers and its a bit glossed over or not examined super deeply but man your family is fucked. literally dealt every bad card smh.

[thereweredragonshere]

I don’t typically make ocs in already existing media cuz I’m not one to add characters to shows, but oh my god httyd dragons are just so drawable. I’ve had my girl Prosper for about 5 months now and I cannot describe how much I love her? This fictional lesbian reptile has my heart. (And her mate Hark, but I’ll make a separate post for her :) )

She’s 56 years old, had her right wing completely torn off in a massive battle (she’s left wing politically, ahaha get it left wing because she only has her left wing so-) with the parents of Viggo and Ryker Grimborn that sent the night/light furies into hiding. (Which is my personal hc on how there are ‘no night furies left’). She is the leader of this ‘hidden colony’ of furies, and is basically just the wise, lonely grandmother to them all. She’s also just extremely sad in general. She in in constant pain and can’t fly. I mean I’d be sad too.

She’s also like extremely very heavily against humans, so in my delusional little brain when Hiccup and Toothless somehow stumble upon the hidden colony that’s in a cave (think Minecraft lush cave) she isn’t a very big fan of them funnily enough. Although she does hesitate to immediately fire upon noticing Toothless’ prosthetic tailfin, mainly cuz she’s like “yo tf what yo tail red for? Who is this red tailed child?”

I could ramble for hours about her swckjhisuchuweichiew and she ends up getting a prosthetic wing ‼️

[howhow326]

Congratulations Kaos, you officially have the most accurate adaptation of Hera in 2,000 years because she is actually scary.

Edit: This post was lowkey a mistake but also I'm here for it lol

Ok so when I made this I didn't know that the writers made Hera cheat with Poseidon and I agree that is bad/inaccurate/not very demure and mindful.

I stand by my original statement that Hera screwing that one girl was good and yall can fight me on it

[inamindfarfaraway]

That issue of Batgirl (2000) where Cass goes to immense trouble to rescue a death row inmate who killed an innocent woman, breaking into prison, fighting the guards, shattering the wall of the execution chamber and taking him outside, because her core principle is that nobody dies if she can help it. No matter what they’ve done. It’s been established that she has a crippling guilt complex about taking a life. To her, her being an abused child who had no way of knowing it was wrong and didn’t even understand the concept of death at the time is as irrelevant as her victim being a crime lord. She is a Murderer. She turned a person full of thought and feeling into nothing. That’s her ultimate definition of wrong. So she needs to save this Murderer and give him the second chance she’s been given; she needs him to deserve it. She needs him to be more than his worst action. The man does appear to be repentant and mean no further harm.

But then the mother of the victim tells her that he deserves to become nothing. No matter how much he’s changed. He destroyed her little girl. And after all the effort she put in, despite her intense emotional investment and absolute reverence of life, Cass lets him die when she doesn’t have to. Something nothing else could ever make her do. Because she is a Murderer… but she was also a Destroyed Little Girl.

[peachyutdr]

i finished it, was kicked out of the game, and then spent the next 10 minutes drawing this. i will now go take a shower, most likely cry, and then go through the emotional turmoil of convincing myself to reset so i can do a geno run. i hate it here :D

[camplease]

i feel like this is a hot take, but it's clear to me that so much of ianthe's outward projection of superiority is a deeply ingrained — really, formative — sense of inadequacy. it's to prove to everyone, even the people who were supposed to love her, who were supposed to inherently value her, that she does actually have value — in fact, she has the most value because look at what she can DO!

and i don't even think she's entirely internalized that, but that kind of projection kind of falls apart if you show even a moment of self-doubt

and i know ianthe isn’t supposed to be sympathetic here, or at least i’m assuming she’s not to most people, but can you imagine the body horror of being inextricably tied to and irrevocably altered by the guy you grew up with and didn’t even really like and who didn’t like you either (but who served you because that was his Role, and, who, even though you’ll never admit it, you maybe even cared about a bit because at a certain point that’s kind of unavoidable - i know she tried to convince palamedes she didn’t, but she is a known liar prone to sentimentality), but it was fine because you knew you were better than him, too?

except now you're not exactly, not entirely better than him, because he's not just fueling you, you didn't get to just use him to become someone who matters. instead, he's part of you, and you still don't matter?

like from what she says about her parents' reaction to the canaan house aftermath, even that part didn't work. she didn't earn mommy and daddy's validation, admiration, anything

and she's running his empire, but she's still third place to surrogate daddy, too. if she even places!

ianthe naberius is very much the consequences of her own actions, i’m not going full apologia here, just imagining being in that position and. goddamn

[princescar]

im trying to desperately to come up with a mukaro prompt for you bc she's so underrated but i cant come up with anything interesting. draw mukaro but she's happy. there.

happy muku